Put yourself first...(8 March 2017)

The hardest thing in the world for me, and I know for many mums out there. But some mums manage it, without guilt, and are happier, more contented, better mums for it. But how do they do it?
Finding stuff difficult at the mo. Work isnt great. To be honest thats taken two big hits in recent years. Returning from matrrnity leave no. 2 its never held the same position in my life. And my friend leaving for promotion, whilst I was making mobility and access changes to my role, was just a reality check/ kick in the teeth really.
Medical appointments  coming thick and fast, and physically feeling I really need them is hard.
Trying to put those 2 things out of my mind, no, 1 is the kids. " You do too much".
Maybe I'm just hiding behind it a bit, so I dont complain too much, or try not to over think the me stuff. But perhaps I need to...