What scared me today was several things. My mum talked to me about my next infusion in September and should I postpone it if it will reduce my immunity again and the kids will potentially just be going back to school. Will it really all still be going on in 5 months times?
Someone in the news was questioning taking a summer holiday this year...
I read a news article saying that the Olympics, which has been postponed for a year might not take place even then if a vaccine has not been found.
All these things made me realise how long this is all going to go on for.
The enormity of that staggard me. Even though a thing i never thought would happen have happened. Gcse and A levels cancelled. Lock down nationally for 4 wks now. We as a family have done 5 wks.
I want to stand on a mountain with the wind blowing so hard in my face that I can hardly breathe. Everything just feels very still. Almost not really happening sometimes.
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